| | Emotional Water Torture
One minute she's fine, the next she loses her God damn mind. I can't help her or talk to her. Any time I say anything to the contrary of her fantastical ideas, she flips out. All I can do is sit here and silently watch my mother slip away.
She's not exactly altogether crazy. The rock hard matriarch of this family is heart broken. This heart break then instigates all this insanity.
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Ya know, I sit here, and I just don't have anything left to say. I pray to God, and sometimes my prayers are answered (Brody and I both landing jobs on the same day with the same company), and sometimes...
Dad hurt Mom, Mom is heart broken and in her heart break she tears the rest of the family apart. Technically, and truly, it's not her fault,it's Dad, but that doesn't make it any easier.
She wants to drag Lill'Bro back to Egypt.
There is no good or right answer to this problem. By taking Lill'Bro back to Egypt he is taken away from all of his friends AGAIN, he has to go through grad exchanges, AGAIN, and in every possibly way is disregarded as a person. I understand she needs to be with Dad, and that she doesn't want to abandon Lill'bro, but you can't really have both. Furthermore, making Dad face Lill'Bro wont make Dad suddenly recognize him as a person, or make Dad take an interest in him.
Just a little bit ago she declaired that she was dying because she could not be with Dad. I know she hasn't been eatting. Mom looks sick.
Hot do I convince her to fight for herself? If I fail to save my mother, will I ever be able to forgive myself?
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| | Posted 6/27/2009 12:10 AM - 5 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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